Current location:	Naval Station Norfolk, VA
Current mood:	melancholy

Living....
Not sure how to live in the now. Not sure why, but I bogged myself down into living in the past again; looking up exs from years gone by and now I'm feeling a bit melancholy. I'm tired. Tired of feeling like this when I think of girlfriends from time goes by. I'm so tired of it, but don't have one-frickin-clue of how I'm to correct this.

It's easier when I'm in a relationship, but with my life all topsy-turvey I'm not sure I'm in the best place to find someone. And no matter how horney I might be, I doubt a one-night-stand (or a one-month-stand) will do anything to help.

So I write this out to try to exorcise these feelings. I write in the hopes that my blah will pass as I commit these feelings and thoughts to the air.

I am happy that my last ex is doing what she wanted to and, apparently, doing it well. Kudos to her.

Ok. I feel better. Heh, I actually do. Got it out of my system.

Now for a bit of an update.

I'm in Norfolk and have been here since the beginning of Feburary. San Diego was nice and I learned alot in my class. I'm in another class and it's a hum dinger. Working hard at it though and hopefully I will make it through.

My class ends in May and I hope to take time off to go home to see my sister and niece. Then it's off to San Diego where I have to wait till they either fly me out to my ship or my ship returns to port.